Its been so long I'm not even with Mike anymore. Now I am with scott the real love of my life. I have a problem. I dont know how to tell him but we are having a baby. I wish I knew how to tell Scott I am Pregnant. well please help me

Monday June 23,2003 5:10pm

Well today was another ordinary day for me. I went swimming with Cara and we got fried like real bad again. It sux but not for me i tan after i burn she just burns. I didn't talk to Mike for like a few days now. He wrote this gurl Brooke before me, it kinda makes me mad though. Im not gonna make a big deal about it. If he doesn't write or call me in 2 weeks then im just gonna asome he doesn't want anything to do with me anymore. Theres really nothing i can do if he doesn't call or write because it's not like i can call or write him to bitch at him anyways. I wouldn't yell @ him. He's to nice to yell at and he never yelled at me. I donno i really miss and love him though. Oh, Nathen Brower was at the pool today and he kept checking me out and i looked at him and said yea just remember this is what you almost had! Me and him used to date ut then we sorta went our own ways. Wellp i;ll write more later, im going out, donno where but anywhere then here. Pe@ce out, *~Jenn~*

Still Sunday! Heres another poem for my hun!

                 *~Long Distance Love~*

When it hurts so bad,

why does it feel so good?

I wish this all made sense,

I wish i understood.

Not haveing you here with me is tearing me up inside,

But i can't stop thinking about you no matter how hard i try.

You know how i feel about you,

and i know i want to spend the rest of my life with you,

but it's so hard to do when i can't even be next to you.

Why does it have to be so complicating?

Loveing you feels so right,   

but at the same time,

knowing i can't have you keeps me awake at night.

I just want this to be simple,

I just want you here with me,

to look into your eyes,

be held in your arms... Then i'd truely be happy.

Right now this distance between us is out of our control,

but i still know one day soon,

I'll get what i'm wishing for!